Financial Frustrations...

So many things to do... The yearning to be there inside is tearing her apart. The feeling of freedom is within your grasp but you are stuck!

Stuck at the 9-5 job busting your butt for mediocre pay and an ungrateful company. I've realized employers want to make you feel little about yourself so they can give just the bare minimum and expect you to be so thankful for just having a job. I read somewhere the minimum living wage across America... not Los Angeles but America is $105k a year for an adult and a child. Here I am making just over 45k a year and I am so grateful they value me as an employee so much that they are giving me a wonderful wage. I have this mentality because before now I didn't know my worth. I am naive and gullible thinking I've got it made! I am not bashing my employer because I am grateful for my tenure but I deserve more.

The frustration is building inside of me because I can't learn fast enough, and I can't get my thoughts together in a workable orderly way. As I learn a new skill set so I can effectively work remotely and be able to fully live the life I desire. Working towards your dreams is not an easy task. I guess if it was everyone would achieve the dream life much faster. Sometimes I feel like I just want to give up. Just be the robot they want me to be. Get an apartment and live to work instead of working to live.